well, for most blocs are over but for me.. the most impt subject to me is yet to be done with. i feel so tired by them already.. physically and mentally. the outreach today. well, was quite good la. just that the ans werent specific enough. got a comfortable number of newcomers and our own church ppl.. so things were quite good.
my group. xiaoting christina shengjin yize. was rather enthu la.. we all find and find then wasted a lot of time intially then towards the end chiong all the way. everybody ran.. lol.. and xiaoting was super hiong going through the crowds.. and she knew all the ways into shopping centres where there arent many ppl. like we just ran with her all the way to taka, went right in and poof.. there was the lifts.. no crowds met along the way. haha.. pro man. she really know orchard well.. she even know which floor the things are at.. haha.
keyboard had been down the past week.. wanted to blogg.. had so much *@#$#&W$% about the bloc papers.. physics was a true joke la..GP i fell asleep as during every other GP paper.. GP is just too boring.. i usually sleep during RV's comprehension papers too..compo is so much better.. math was badd la.. not cos the paper is tough its cos i suck at it.. ppl come out saying.. "wah, quite okay ahh.." or "very easy".. then there are those that say "dead.. im dead.." but they start discussing the qns.. and say they are not sure about this and that.. oh mann.. i dont even get what they are saying.. like we took a different paper liddat. Every paper hear the class talk about it super sian diao. only in the fellow RVians can i find the compromised comfort that im not that a dumbass after all..
today was rather tired.. too long never exercise le.. i hate going for canoe trg.. its not trg.. its waste of time. i miss touch rug..i miss np. even PE. I never ever once went for PE in hc.. can you believe it? cos for the first few weeks the sch pe dpt conveniently missed the second intakers out and when they finally realise we have nowhere to go we are told on the last pe lesson of the term that we are in some funny dance shit. wth
i miss intense physical activity. and i just cant put my best in the canoe trgs to make the best outta it. i think i should just quit and self train everyday. more effective.. more flexible. more personal time. since hc canoe gives me totally no sense of belonging at all.. *shrugs* but the idea of cca-less-ness is just badd.. i wanna excel in my cca.. i wanna be in not out.. bah.
tonights bad. bad mood bad attitude bad time bad bad bad bad bad. i dont know if i should go bible and just sleep.. but i was in such a bad mood just now i had been lying down on my bed..
i havent really started biology. i wont have time tomorrow. do what? leave it to God? but shouldnt i like put more effort in it?? so lethargic.. i will shut my trap. you wont have to repeat that again.