trapped in a cycle. a viscous one. i cant break out i cant run away.
the strong deception that i'm out of it. that it has gone. that i almost celebrated my break through. then it came again.. all in a day. the very things i thought were out of my life came back. full force. hit me off the ground. and im in that cycle again. just the next stage.

if i dont break it i'll be broken.