i guess im alright now. but i just dont feel like talking about it. dont want to feel anything for the time being. im glad that i have this peace and joy with me. i dont want to let it go. i dont want to be overwhelmed with negativities again. well, at least not for the time being. i wont be able to take it.
bible study today was as usual..but i just didnt want to talk about it now. sorry.

sis sprained her ankle today. heng never bring go sinseh. cos mum say maybe fracture..
mum's grumbling how tired she is and how silly we are not going to see the doc immediately
not as if i knew it was a fracture rite. who would think that hopping on one leg a few times early in the morning would cause a fracture. i aint a certified medical personell like her, i was just a civil defence member in NPCC and all i learnt in primary school Red Cross was armslings.
sis is grumbling about how lack of concern mum has and how she keeps blaming sis for the delayed treatment. then all breaks lose and they are shouting about household chores. give me break.