okay all packed and ready to go
really sleepy. maybe i'll take a short nap cos i need to be in the shower in two more hours
im quite afraid to go.. dont wanna go. i dont know why. since when have i become so dependent and timid to do things.. was never so..


but sorted things out a bit.
even though i walk through the valley of the shadow of death I will fear no evil, for You are with me.
what more thailand.


perhaps i merely showed who i really am this yr. perhaps it wasnt actually a change of character but merely expression..
hope this will cheer me up a little..
things to look forward after the trip:D

1. chocolate chip cookies and orange cookies
2. secret plans from michelle
3. being able to start my scheduled work
4. really really dont need to go do school stuff ANYMORE (for the year)
5. tuition ----- $$$ haha.

the only thing I ask of You now..be with me.