yea, three weeks. i dont know why everyone has nothing to do but i feel so busy. hahah. i have quitted canoeing. going to go for interact RDA tmr. its gonna be just nice for youth group sessions. wee~ hope thats really my kind of cca. i surely do miss NP. been stoning and thinking lately, just for fun..and i realised that i can still rmb how to execute all the drill commands. =/ and i still dont feel comfortable with the wrong commands the assembly guy shouts every morning. maybe thats cos i nver got to hear it last year.



quite glad that im less late now. as in late less times, though i have already breached the three times late per term limit. at least its under control. i think. and cos of that, i found out that there is this delicious colourful green pandan pau from sch canteen.. yum yum. every morning i look forward to it.=) havent had regular breakfast since primary two or three i think. it actually feels good. no wonder i used to be grumpy in the mornings.



been exercising more this week than the whole month. perhaps out of canoeing i can stop lying that i will burn off my excess fat intakes during trainings that i do not go for. hah. but my elbow is fine already now. i think i just need to train myself. =) going to gym is rather fun too! i better buck up cos i run slower than my mum lah. fatt. just imagine the bulging biceps i used to have has turned into fats. plus. there are more fats that my weight has increased so greatly. haha. its time to burn them off. my way. which of course excludes dietting.



feel more inclined to withdrawing myself more than ever this year. haha, not out of dislike of school anymore, but somehow for the preference of being alone. lol. but of course, im enjoying sch more. perhaps due to the lack of heavy tutorials and stuff..


hai, this year must mug liao. been wasting my time away in year one. and my post a levels schedule is my motivation!!:D:D:D

this is sick. why am i plauged with injuries ever since i came to this dreaded school. you think it feels good to be a cca-ponner? why have you allowed such things to happen?? i miss np days. when school was not all about work and work but also about cca. when i could do pumpings as i like. when i can run as much as my stamina allowed and push myself beyond. people my age are at their prime. why is my body wasting away at seventeen. what do you want me to do. you promised healing. you promise victory of such injuries. why then has it been brought upon me instead of away. your blood protects. why am i not. whyy.

im sick of hearing things that i havent been taking care of myself. i never abused my body or anything what. dont atheletes push themselves beyond their limits. i believe i never overdid it. i never fainted in any parades, i never died pumping. i never ran beyond my limits for sure, since im always behind the whole squad. and only train during promotions and napfa tests. take away this. its not the first time im asking. its not a bad thing im asking for. its not that i want it for fun. its really bothering me. take it away. remove it. just take it away.please.

wee. new year!
harvest! harvest!

a lvls???medicine school?mission trip?canoeist?




prayer mtg was kinda short i felt. hehe. okay, although it over ran for one hour and ended at 4am in morning, i still felt that i wanted to linger on. sweet promises. (=