first time i ran in a zeelion years. and i was right. i felt much better after the run. i bet the cough is going to go away faster :)

not bad not bad. i got like 16:20 i used to slog for that kind of results. i hate runing. only thing that spurred me was my staff sergeant rank. wonder why now its like so easy.. hmm. cos im confirmed much less fitter. zz.
thanks huiwen for running alongside. and stef too :)


PE is going to be on tennis. i got tennis elbow! does that mean i play tennis well?? no.. it means i can NEVER play tennis...i think i have some psychomotor retardation that stops me from playing such games anyway.

physics remedial today was hilarious. guangfeng pamela gloree and i were doing this cheapo MTV of 'kingof the jungle' song.. the christian kids song. cos mdm chen was so engrossed in a physics lessons she forgot about us..hahah. so funny. but gloree. please keep the clip to yourself!!

eeks! tmr is saturday. i think i am going to just die. seriously.

i have been sleeping weirdly these days. i cant help but get knocked out when i reach home from school. havent been doing enough homework!
- transport in mammals
- vectors II
- complex numbers I
- EM
- EMI

5 tutorials and one silly physics SPA.
im going to die.

havent been thinking about things lately either. unlike me. aye.. coughs. they just disrupt my rhythm.


i hope i never run out of creative ideas. to be able to translate words to pictures is quite amazing. my God that is. :):)

the graph of home-loving against age is a y = x^2 curve for me. only for a brief period of time i had loved going out instead of stying home. now i look forward to going home early and doing nothing during a typical school day. ayes, old age..


im really nervous about saturday! yikes.


im surprised im more or less caught up with school tutorials and lectures! it took me aeons last time to catch up a day or two's work when i missed lessons. now its four days and i took one and a half maybe?? wee!!


im going to this gigantic aquarium shop to buy exotic fishes with dad. uncle's great recommendation =)

received red nose today. mine was super happy cos i drew a smiley on it. bleahs.

random entry eh?? anyways, gotta do OCIP presentation for CT period soon. zz. i still rmb last year during this time the OCIP presentation was given minimal attention and i was amongst one of those who kept talking. but there was this constant repitition that next year, when we ourselves go up and give such a presentation we will know how difficult it is. and i thought to myself then, why would i end up doing OCIP presentations. now its quite possible. hmm.


i was having a great afternoon nap, probably had my sufficient REM (rapid eye movement) sleep.. something i learnt from Mrs Goh's expensive science club magazine today. and was greeted by a sciencey question from my shephard -- so does man have one less rib than women since God took a rib out of Adam to make Eve..i rmb making such a reasearch in sec four.. haha, but my memory of it was all wrong!! but i still foudn the answer --- here it is

not yet. but i feel im going to feel the strain soon. i need grace!!



worrisome week. im going to get jitters on saturday. *gulp*
not yet recovered. but this is the recovering week. to recover from my horrid cough and the injuries on my academic schedules it has caused. im going to get re-remedial for physics cos i died on friday. the medicine really knocks me out.



there's so much to learn. and academics seems so much more irrelevant.

and still I believe.



im quite disappointed i must say. but one day.. all i have to do is wait.

didnt feel like staying in school after the bio spa. which was one great disaster. my capillary tube had no water no matter how hard i tried!! zz. i hope i have memorised the answers well enough..i had nothing much to write for the errors of measurements though :(
but that wasnt the reason why i didnt want to stay.
my horrible cough was it.

in teh end i failed to find a buyer for my drama feste tix. so i decided to go. anw, i didnt get to go for it last year. so i thought i should go this year. after all, i didnt cancel my bible study to go home and cough my time away.


drama feste was great. i liked all of the performances. beyond had this really nice idea. dont think it was developed well enough.. the last performance was nice too..i missed part of it by coughing outside the LT3. darn. i never coughed uncontrollably before. and to think i have finished my course of medicine for the first time in my life. old age. tsk tsk.


aye, i m quite worried for saturday. or am i too gan cheong again..its been aeons since i organised something. bleahhs.

mum says i may be suffering from pneumonia. yikes.
but she also said i may be suffering from TB on monday.
i coughed blood again just now. i shouldnt have suppressed my urge to cough throughout the day. zz.

my two pet lizards have died.

wrenched

valentine's day shall be their death anniversary

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got this from mushroom

rrrr. dad put his stupid guppies with my lizards! and they attacked my poor lizards lah! they now have half a tail and numerous injuries around their bodies. some dont have any fingers left. some cant use their legs to kick or swim around! my poor firebellies!! roar..

i hope they didnt eat up the lizard eggs! my poor pets. i hate guppies!!




im having some horrible virus infection. slept the whole day. its time to catch up on some work. just coughed out blood. i hope its not TB. i'll see if i have cold shivers and sweating later at 2 to 3am.. my mum says that is a symptom of TB.

parents day is coming and im a little jumpy. i hope it turns out right. :(

i've served my purpose. not to the best.
'first time' ain't no excuse actually. i should stop telling myself that then.


i will do it better next time.

for a string, when natural frequency matches the frequency of the driving oscillations, resonance occurs. in other words, for resonance to happen, the frequency of the driving oscillation must be tuned to match the natural frequency of the string.

when the frequency of our heart is in tune with that of God's..resonance occurs too. and there's an powerful amplicfication. we worship with our heart, tuned to His pleasure, and we touch His heart. not physically but still amplifying what He wants to tell us from His heart. just like resonance.

when the frequency is right, you just know it cos the sound is amplified.
when our heart is rightly tuned, we just know it. cos we will hear Him speak.

i slept from sun's up to sun's down last afternoon..all the way to one in the morning. i woke up briefly to do the horrible ionic equilibrium tutorial and to mark my ecology tutorial since i forgot to bring it to class earlier in the day.couldnt resist the temptation of my cosy little bed and fell asleep around half past four to five. though i opened my weary eyes at six, the latest time i should wake up to be just on time for school. the fatigue won me over and the next moment i knew it was six forty!luckily dad did not set out for work yet and he drove me to the 'mei you bustop de tian qiao' opposite the chinese high gate. i was starving cos i didnt take dinner nor breakfast and stayed up almost the whole night. my legs were wobbling as i, being late for so many times, ran towards the assembly ground for the first time from the overheadbridge to the central plaza. i almost died on the way..
and thanks to my lovely Father. and by his grace, a kind-hearted lady handed me my favourite of this season. a pandan pau. a reward for being on time. =)
ok. so school was drowsy as usual. got new supplies of sour prunes.
moe policy changed and latecoming is tracked and recorded eternally. -.- my oh my. i better buck up more.
really late after prayer meeting. im so tired. waiting for my nice hot steam bath while the heater warms up sufficient water.on the way home i was stuck in this super long traffic jam not too far and not too near from the bustop i was to alight at. in the end everyone just alighted there. and as i walked down i counted, the accident ahead had caused 14 SBS buses and countless cars to be stuck a a junction.
typical accident scene. should have involved a bus too. cause there was a lot a lot of glasses scattered around and one huge pile in the middle.
enough rubbish? i havent fed my firebellies yet. yawns. im going to die. tomorrow's RDA day. i hope i do others some good.

one of the days that school ends at one pm. cos mrs koh wasnt here today. and her period was the last of the day. :)
actually without a cca on weekdays are quite good. well, at least for me who likes to be alone..half of the time.

bought two more sucker fishes on my way home. and carried out phase one: tashaochuu also known as spring cleaning. of the tank.
its not really that dirty. except i realised my stupid lobster aint eating as much as i gave him. most of the worms were lying around the tank..-.-

first time cleaning up the tank. though i have seen dad do it for seventeen years. algaes arent that gross when you rubber gloves. :) and it was all pretty quick. abt an hr. wonder how my dad spent whole mornings on cleaning the tank..

oh wells, tank's clean. and i've put a partition between the lizards and the tyrannical lobster(see prev)
the lizards were try to squeeze through the partition to the other side and managed to do so!! i was so worried that i pressed the lobster to one side while i further tightened the partition. my goodness, it was so scary. but i think my lobster was more petrified.


i hope they like their new home. :)

i've got three firebellies!
wee~ my uncle went to the dubious Tanglin Halt shop to buy it for me. :D
well, the sucker fish i bought just yesterday got eaten up by my stupid lobster. he's such a tyrant. he just wants the whole tank to himself! i bought him to accompany another lobster and he ate the other one up!

now he ate the sucker fish before it cleaned up my dirty tank. or rather his dirty tank.

i'll leave my firebellies in the safety of a plastic container for the time being. they are just sooo adorable!! cant stand it. gotta settle their 'home' for them soon.
didnt expect to get them so fast. my uncle rocks!

maybe cos i have been starving my lobster on purpose to make it moult. its shell is full of mould. so dirty! as dirty as his tank. i dont have time to clean it up anw. haha. its supposed to be able to clean itself and the tank. at least the first lobster i had was liddat. this one is a lazy tyrant. roars.

aye, just got back from work. so glad i cleared the stupid buffers lect today. gonna need to do tut. its the first thing tmr morning!
yawns. i better go clean up.

*bounces away

i decided not to study for chem spa. will leave it to tmr.
haish. its been a bad two weeks.

i must remember the spiral staircase. and never stop climbing it!!

i bought a sucker fish today. the black guy that eats all sorts of nonsense in the tank. i'll let it clean my tank up before i buy my exotic animals. it seems my lobster cant get its pincers on it. i'll make sure the sucker is not eaten up..i really can't find my firebelly :(

i finally cleared up ecology today. that was like ages ago.
and i did stationary waves tut. decided to give up on the out of syllabus diffraction until i have the time to bother about that poor guy.

new layout. more refreshing. small scale of work, was quite cheated by a stupid software that i thought could help me make a picture slideshow kinda thing for my blog. wasted quite some time.

special thanks to a certain bug removal specialist for the nice songs today (including the indian one)

*bounce away
God bless.

finally got the 16PF back. well, i'm not at all surprised with the results. except that maybe there is less change than i expected from the DISC test i did in sec four. hmm, so i am still domineering as usual. hah, pure D personality.
However, i have become more reserved. or rather, i should say, i show it better in JC than in secondary school??

aye, anw.. i can be a CEO/President!! and my mum said 'CEO of what?? toilet bowl??' zz.
or.. i can be a photographer which nobody approves of. wanted to study that in poly after Os. but obviously i have failed to convince my parents and family. maybe it shall be my past time then. heh.

the report was rather random like me. i can do arts/ design or music or science. isnt that almost everything..except that i can never be a waitress or PR. cos i cant serve people. well..i'll still wanna give it a try after As. =)