aiyah. i really have no motivation to study!!
i have been wasting my time every since the holiday. aye, like i told mum.. there's no point lamenting. but let me just do that before i hit the books. or notes rather.

blocks have been quite amazing though. full of God's grace.
i was so reluctant to study during the holidays. i had actually three full mornings and afternoons and one full saturday to study. but i barely did enough.
yesterday was the only free day for blocks. and i slept the day away!! to realise in horror that i had loads to study. then in the midst i recalled that i had to go for work! oh mann. then i studied to late at night. went to sleep. and this is the amazing thing. i was left with kinetics. so i thought. next morning just look through. so i went to bed. then..



i was woken up by dear Holy Spirit. then i felt God urging me to go study. i look at my phone. its like 04.30am?!
then i was like. how can that be. 0.430am lehhh. then i whined a bit then eventually went to sit at my messy desk. immediately i recalled. or rather He reminded me - "you havent touched your organic chemistry!!"
then i sped through my pile of notes strewn all over the place and found my organic chemistry notes. and started memorising and memorising. didnt do a perfect job though. but was sufficient. :)
i intended to hitch a ride on dad's cabby when he fetches mum to work. but that would mean i would be in school rather late. and i cant study on the way cos im really prone to motion sickness. ended up mum went off herself. so dad fetched me to school. reached at 06.30am. it took like only ten minutes plus. since there werent many cars on the road. :)
had another hour to study. thinking of it, i had 2.5h of study with my fresh mind this morning. thanks to You, Holy Spirit. quite cool.. im glad i didnt deceive myself that it wasn't Your voice. :D



then again. im still not very glad to study physics. i was really knocked out when i reach home today. now i have recovered. i think i will go plan what im going to do after blocks to motivate myself then study for physics. i havent study most of it. heard its a killer paper. hmm. no point studying?? just do what i normally do for physics. its 10% 10% only!!