its going to be another hectic week. with SAW coming up and preparations, with getting used to the finally settled new timetable that is coordinated with my working schedule.
now i have to set my own work's plan. im quite tired.

tired of this monotonous ritual of working through everyweek. i dont see myself as an excellent student.. not like the past. so i dont get any personal satisfaction from it. and so im rather bored.
challenged thousand and one times to work for the glory of God. i know. its my heart that has grown tired.
and i also know.. that the Word says never to be tired of doing good things. but I am. so how??

being faithful is not about being excellent in swordsmanship, to kill all the enemies. but rather to pick up the sword and fight on even when we aren't fantastic, even when we dropped it in the midst of the battle.


went to play with lei lei today after service and a very cheem lesson on resurrection of the dead.
i still need to digest the stuff man. but somehow i think it'll help if i stop asking so much questions. if not i will be btting off more than i can chew? but it just puzzles me.. perhaps cos im more of a big picture person. i need the big picture before going into details. somehow these lessons dont work this way.. so i gotta be puzzled till i know the details and then draw up the big picture myself??

anw, lei lei was so cute today. she woke up when i reached home with weiling after lesson. so cutee.. haha. then i can keep carrying her. hehe. play with her using toys, feed her, see her bathe.. haha. she's quite naughty. but only a little. the tolerable kind.. babies eat goo i realised, that has funny look. everything is in paste form..grey goo mixed with green goo. supposed to be rice, brocolli and carrots i think.

i shall go sleep. yawns. im tired still..

hmm, i wonder who reads my blog.
i know chieh does. and joyce dajie. and myself.
im too lazy to do a tagboard.. the scary box below was actually meant to be temporary.. *nuahs*