i want to do something crazy.
but i dont have the time.
so i figured out i could do it after As.
i want to go out with joanna qihan shiu and stand in the mrt train and pretend there are handrails where there isnt and hold on to this imaginary pole together, trying to sway naturally with the trains jerky movements.
i want to bring my two glass tanks to the aquarium shop uncle and ask for a gigantic tank in exchagne at a lower price.
i want to build an underwater lego empire for my lobster and tortoise.
i want to buy venus fly trap seeds from the singapore botanical gardens and plant them next to my fish tank.
i want to go to the largest aquarium shop in singapore (which name i forgot) and buy exotic fishes to fill my lego empire.
i want to get my tanned bronze skin again.
i want to go cycling under the sun all day and cycle from jurong west to sentosa and then to ecp, then camp at night at ecp and then cycle back home the next day. with perhaps one or two other close friends.
i want to find a green pasture on this buzzy mainland where i can look at the busy people, yet not be seen by them.
i want to sit under the beeg blue sky and enjoy the sights and sounds this little city island has to offer.
i want to take a break and pack up my room from the viral examination notes strewn all over my room.
i want to wake up just as the sun is warming up the earth, and wake up to an orange filled room.
i want to wake up everyday and simply read the papers and sip my morning milo and enjoy a few slices of toast.
i want to be relieved of the terrible sores of my shoulders and backs.
i want to go jogging every morning and then go swimming, all alone. taking my own sweet time.. with nobody around to disturb me.
i want to go to borders/kino and read books for free all day long. and write poems in a cafe during breaks.
i want my four As for As. so i cannot have all the above now.
6more months and counting..