i love pam. i cant think of what would happen when she moves to canada. like xinran.
i love yingying and chieh and kimberle and boon han and desmond and and so many HCians. i cant think of what would happen when they all leave singapore to study/ get tucked into the unkown corners of Singapore's last remaining jungles in the name of National Service.

HC ppl are such hi-flyers. i told berns that i feel so outshined there.
i would probably have more chances to shine in NJ.

now that As are nearing and graduation just round the corner.. other than the usual 'mug-till-you-die' schedule cluttering up my mind. there's a yet another implication
we are all going on our way. to different paths in life.

during PSLE it just meant different secondary schools.
during O levels it just meant different JCs.
for A levels, it means even across the globe.

im not so emotionally attached to HC.
but still, friends over on the other side of the hemisphere..
im envious and jealous of their possible chance to do so. i too want such a chance..
im reluctant to see friends dispersed around the world too. :'(
惆怅 可能就是让我们更加的珍惜彼此吧