its been eons since i came online.

and i am still angry. still in not a good productive mood.

i read pam's blog. and glori's.
we're all in foul mood.. at least a downside. moodswings during this promos to As phase


this sucks.

i just ignored ppl totally. i do selective msg-replies.
i choose to ignore what i know i have been entrusted to.
michelle wouldnt be pleased.
and i know God hasn't been for the past 5 days.


i am not going to lag and waste time in the reading room
im trying the library tmr.
i hope i wake up earlier. but i think rest is still important.

i must finish my chem paper three to be done on saturday.
i must do at least 2 math papers tomorrow.
i must spend time.. i cant just keep deceiving myself.

its only 15 days away or less.
i cant waste them any longer. i havent started on two subjects