somethings you know you shouldnt be complaining
sometimes you know that you will sound self centred when saying.

but sometimes, too, you can't hold it in.

i seriously feel cheated. seriously..

you know how much time i wasted. its not something merely mathematical.. its the prime time of the day i need to get geared up for me to go on for the rest of the day.
its not like you can get into the mood right after you reach home to continue on.

and its not like my A levels are thousand years away and i have all the time to study it
neither am some super smart freak who can cope with my syllabus with no sweat

i am at the border of failing TWO subjects.
you think its easy making the decision to turn up?

you think making the decision based on FALSE INFORMATION was pleasant?

As pleasant as a stinking rotting detritus in your mouth it is.

why. is it very funny to answer ambiguous crap to someone who really wants to find out the situation and really wants to put in the effort should there be a need.
you think its funny?!

irksome

totally revolting.

smiles are merely useless exasperating covers to the problem.

stop smiling. irritating.


really, i think i should let you guys see the real me.
i am not miss lame and funny and everybody's favourite 12-year-old looking 18 year old

you want me nasty i can be.
of course i am not turning nasty.
but i dont see a need to be nice ANYMORE.

i could have finished my chem syllabus and my math papers and my PAP. thanks a lot man!