29 January 2007
我回家的路程
找了一天的工作,就做了一个半小时的巴士和地铁才到达Lakeside地铁站。从地铁站,有条直直的小径,得走上二十分钟才能到家。
我都拖着疲惫的身躯,走那直直的小径。
繁忙的人群,从我背后察肩而过。大家都忙着回家,休息片刻,为明日的工作而养足精神。
我 漫无目的,慢慢、慢慢 地走着走着。渐渐,周边的人潮 早已散了。又剩下了孤零零的一个我。
听着自己沮丧的脚步声...鞋底唏嗄唏嗄地与地板打交道。
它们俩 好像很投契似的...
又剩下了孤零零的一个我。
抬头望,记得那晚没有星星。
路灯闪烁闪烁,仿佛嘲笑我一般。
嘲笑我,又是孤零零的一个人。
忧伤的心情突然一拥而来。瞬间 热泪盈眶,却倔强地不愿落下一颗眼泪。
强悍的个性,令我的世界霎那间模糊不清。
一切的一切,我都看不清。
一切的一切,变得畸形。
抬头望,路灯还在嘲笑我。
它们放射 那冰冷的光线,狠狠地刺近了我的心。
我越是忍着眼泪,光线就变得更长,刺得更深。
呵呵呵。‘你...还是一孤零零的个人,一个一无事处的人。’
这冰冷的世界,还能有人带着热情去存活的吗?
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下了班,我拖着疲惫的身躯从地铁站走了出来。
浓浓的香味便扑鼻而来,美味的豆浆,Mr Bean 的芝士饼唤醒了我的意识。
查查自己的钱包,钱刚刚足够,就买了一个饼、一杯豆浆。
吃着幸福的芝士饼,喝着自己买来的豆浆,心中莫名的喜乐。
一口芝士饼,一口豆浆...不知不觉,回家的路也走了一大半了。
抬头望,今晚 夜空镶嵌着数不尽的星星。
一闪一闪,对着我微笑...
往前走,路灯还在那儿。
它们闪烁闪烁,微微的点着头,欢迎着我。
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23 January 2007
Grace the cow
data entry is so bored i went on wikipedia to search for 'Grace Tan'
THIS was what i got!
-.-
oh wells, thank you ying ying for helping me so that i may reach the date line
thank you joanna for getting help for the future assignments!
thank you lao ma for bringing me to another GP. i hope it wont be a waste of your time again..
i guess this is the best arrangement for me now, since You have purposed it:)
[edit] oh man! my brain has really degraded.. it should be 'data entry is so boring' and 'i may reach the deadline'! I had difficulty doing my students SEC TWO math that day. save my brain from degradation! I'm going to read Campbell! [/edit]
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15 January 2007
i hate bus fares
It is common knowledge in Singapore that between college and university or between secondary school and polytechinic, there is a period of about 6 months of free time where students do not have to attend any lessons. Such a period of time, is a form of liberation and incentive to students studying extremely hard for their O levels or A levels Examinations. However, after about a month, every student would undergo a mid-holiday crisis, which the Singapore government has neglected and failed to care about.
The Singapore government has constantly been heaping attention to the youth of our nation, claiming them to be assets to the nation, and if neglected would jeopardise our society's security as junvenile deliquents roam the streets. However, the mid-holiday crisis is virtually given no attention!
Description of the mid-holiday crisisWith the long wait for school commencement, and only a handful has been able to find jobs, most unemployed student have felt the heavy drain of the T.R.A.N.S.P.O.R.T.A.T.I.O.N. fees (The Ridiculous And Nonsensical SBS Purposely Oppresses ouR Teens And Takes In mONey) on their miserable monthly allowances. Statistics have shown that 99.53% of students coming from this group resort to crime to make up for the huge jump in TRANSPORTATION fee expediture. These crimes include the GUT BATT (Get up the bus and tap twice- one at the entrance and one at the exit) offence, and the TYS EZC (Taking Younger Sibling's EZlink Card) offence.
The no. of such offences and the related have been escalating over the years, and it is high time the government take action. I suggest that the Singapore government preserve the student status of such unemployed, not-here-not-there people so that they can have better spending power to contribute to the economy, go for interviews in various places in Singapore to look for a job and go to their friends' house to discuss job-seeking strategies by having Seeking Lucrative Entrepeunerial and Economically Profitable Opportunities Very Effectively and Religiously (S.L.E.E.P. O.V.E.R.) sessions.
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11 January 2007
一周奇遇记
星期天买了个
新吉他...声音响亮,也十分清晰/清澈(?)。后来发了高烧38.5度哦!难受了两天半,今天还是有些头痛的。哦,刚记得忘了吃antibiotics了。
发烧是还喉咙痛,痰里点满血渍。
因为病了,退了一堂课,退了与洁慧游泳的计划,退了去参加祷告会。
说到祷告会,没跟老妈说,但是自己是蛮想去宣教的。有时还真觉得他没有空听我说话。跟他在一起,又莫名有个隔阂。仿佛,一段日子不见的朋友一样, 不知说些什么好似的。就好像我的生活,没有什么他的参与。所以,没什么好说的。每次想到就觉得有些遗憾。怎么,朋友就是得如此的吗?很多朋友都是这样了,我曾以为 他 不一样。可能,这是时间对人与人之间的关系的一种不可避免的影响吧。谁都不想,但只要稍微把关系忽略就一定造成这一种结果。我还是会想要与老妈吃饭,聊天, 但那隔阂始终抹去不了。
星期二去面试,要我星期三去试工。想了一晚上,结果竟然睡不着!! 结果推掉了工作。很高薪的! 不过,没什么平安。:) 感谢神的带领。 高薪的工作不一定是最好的。
不过面试时,出了一点丑。 呵呵。
病好了,
星期三。一醒就做了我的 [起床三部曲]: 刷牙,买报纸,找工作。
没找着,就连补了两个学生的课。真的有一些挑战,需要智慧与恩典:)
星期四就有趣了!--- 佩珊颖颖寻工记! 本在 P.S. 应征了 Cafe Cartel 的工作,然后顺便到了附近的Haagen Daz 碰碰运气,结果他们真的再找人呢!哈,然后想到 Bugis 去应征的... 结果竟然迷了路!到了牛车水,就走遍了一栋大厦,想找个要雇用我们的旅行社。呵呵,没找着..却找到了一碗好吃的云吞汤。
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08 January 2007
pictures
i wanted to blog this on saturday, but was ended up reading berns blog and turning emo.
HAh, i wanted to blog this yesterday, but didn't feel well.. so went to sleep.
this morning, i finally woke up early.
and this morning i opened my mouth in searing pain, unable to speak.
and with a fever lingering since last night :(
1st January: o5s78 pot luck dinner :)
This was just the food that arrived earlier. there's another table like this..
crazy zongyi peeped at all our risk mission cards and gave advice to everyone
my beloved class 05s78 watching butterfly effect.
2nd January: COOKIE BAKING!
yayys. first time i baked cookie not from cookie mix.
pity i couldnt give to any s78-ers. i would have loved to, instead of giving to the ppl i gave actually :(
but joanna loves them :)
im glad she enjoyed them! hee:)

and ah wen cooked her zha jiang mian for us too. i have never dared to eat brinjal. but she made it nice:) i ate purple veggies.

3rd-4th Jaunuary: RVNP squad chalet
its been agess since i actually saw them. i think the guys have grown to be more mature.
actually, i am more comfortable with them than the girls..
well, it has always been so, isnt it?? good thing zb was there! :)
if not i will be bored to death..
we did some funny things like sneak into the room to eat our black pepper chicken we bought from giant
well, didnt take much pictures for this one..took some dog paw prints along the beach on the 4th.

4th January: Pulau Bukom with Joanna!

at the jetty leaving for p. bukom

darling jo!

i just love the sunset at bukom :)


The pool @ bukom:)
i had such an eventful week that i fell sick yesterday! my evil sister and her virus has caught me!! ROARS. oh wells, doctors opening soon and im going to see him, or he'll miss me.
i wonder if he's afriad of apples though. i shall bring one to test him.
i finally woke up at 7am today:)
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02 January 2007
whatever
ning! stop tagging me!!
so im making a silly post here when i came to tag actually about the
first 78 outing of the year!!we hadd soo muchh funn doing.. erm, NOTHING MUCH.
i just love 78. :)
i wish i could bundle you guys tgt and give you all a big hugg. if only i had mighty hands :)
played risk with berns, dave, tf.. i got annhilated! :'(
and dragged dave down. he would be better off ally-ing with others. he was about to win la!
pot luck. was like too much food! *belch*
yums yums.
but they were all SUPERB.
zongyi COOKED!! he ran out of spaghetti and used magi mee though..
kudos to the fantastic host: pamela and family!
chieh's now sleeping behind me.
crazy bridge girl, hope she gets through her trails this week:)
okay, so dear has tagged me on me tag board.
its 3am. but oh wells...
20 questions answered:1. do you think you're pretty?YAA.
2. do you think you're clever?erms, intelligence is subjective..
depends on who you compare with.
i think i am smarter than you though.
3. are you in special stream?im outta school already. so, NA!
4. do people say you're pretty?EVERYBODY.. lalala
5. are you happy NOW?i dont like answering questions that doesnt seem to have a point/go nowhere.
can you guess how happy i am? :D
6. do you have a crush?crushed some fried chicken on the floor yesterday..
erms, havent ate the mag-a-cone. so i dont have a mag-a-crush..
7. how many boyfriends did you have?countless boy-friends.
now, see what i mean by questions that have no point..
so what if you knew??
8. where are you now?in front of a computer
9. do you have a group of friends you always hang out with?ohhh.. NO NO .. i am a loner and have a SAD LIFE!
10. who are they?Charlie, from the hide & seek movie
11. what cca are you in?erms, i am OUT SCHOOL.. again, NA! hah!
12. do you prefer single or attached.erm, i prefer a single guy of course.. no point if he's attached rite.. yups.
13. do you love your friends?the word friend encompasses a lot of things. from closet buddies to aquaintances...
so erm, IT DEPENDS. duH.
14. who is the closest guy to you NOW?erms, my dad? he's just downstairs.. maybe my male neighbour is just beside the wall. but i cant see through it. so i think its my dad.. yups.
15. do you love yourself?oh, NO NO.. i have a SAD LIFE remember? EMO and SAD.. this kind of ppl shouldnt love themselves rites??
are you going to love me if i say NO?
16. love your siblings?no, i have a SAD LIFE, and so jealous of them being able to have SELF ESTEEM. mine is SOO LOWW.
17. do you go to the arcade?well, when i was young-er. and havent GROWN UP.
18. do you play car-racing?ya, like the arcade had any thing interesting??
19. do you take pictures of yourself?told ya im pretty..
20. do you like to do quizzes? i do it when im bored. or when some one special taggs me.. if not i DONT.
i play minesweeper when im bored too..
10 people tagged:im too nice to do this :)
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