TRANSFORMERS!
robots in disguise..

Hee Hee! Last Sunday I found myself grinning like an idiot for 10min after I watched the movie.
It's been ages since I last saw a good movie. As in content wise, visual wise and to a certain extent spiritually too.
Just a while back, Michelle and I were lamenting on the lack of good movies and good films to watch.
Even say Pianist or Schindler's List don't match up yet.

I saw this movie in Parkway once - 'The pursuit of Happy-ness" and when I forgot to recommend it to Michelle, she told me she too found it and had already bought it. I want to watch!
Ha.

There's like thousands more movies now than used to be, and a whole lot less good quality ones.
With violence, and sexual content, or just vulgarities that put me off.. I do think THRICE before I buy a ticket into a theatre nowadays.
TRANSFORMERS is like super nice.. save for the lameness that made Ning and I burst out laughing in the beginning of the movie - the part about THE CUBEwas rather hilarious.

But it's so our-childhood-cartoon feeling.. I like it! MUAHHAHAHAHHAHAH.. innocence.
that's also lacking in present day cartoons.. I wonder what goes through the mind of the children nowadays :/


Ahhh.. I'm just so captivated the first time Starscream turned from plane to robot! And all the subsequent transitions.
Especially when the Autobots met at the back alley to show themselves to Witwicky. They are so nicee.. Optimus Prime is my favourite!

okay, apart from all that superficiality and reliving of my deprived childhood (deprived of understanding fully what transformers was, due to my proficiency in English).. I am in NUS. And hoping for one last appeal to be done. I don't know what I want. But I'm quite unsatisfied with Facutly of Science la.. Seriously. Lord, give me the grace to accept it whatever course I end up in.

I'm quite sad I'm leaving church office, though life'll probably be the same for them after at most a week I leave.
Oh wells, I've still got unfinished business there though. Hope it'll never finish :D
Like Mum said, hope I'd bring my cultivated habits over to University. :P

Maybe Happy Lee will miss me! HA!

just back from my cousin's wedding. there's like a million people getting married today cos of the date.
I think from now on I'm gonna have hundreds of imortant weddings to attend to already. Cos my cousins are coming of age already, and today's my 大表哥‘s wedding. then would slowly be my other cousins who are already attached.
I seriously need wedding attire/ formal pretty clothes.

anw, I'm really glad to play billard today. It's like ages since I really played and my gosh, I really have deproved like crazzeee! And there were some angmohish chinese, born with a silver spoon guys who wanted to play with my cousin and I so we did. When they tried teaching me some tricks, I was like totally lost. I hope my brain didn't rot from A levels to now. I totally couldn't understand at all o.O *shakes head*

I've recently revived my habit of downloading Sunday Sermons podcasts over at the English Congregation. And there's this particular one on the Spirit of Excellence. Which has always drawn me since I first of the term. :)

I want to be more excellent! :) and my heart jumps and leaps in excitement as I type this!! :P
Recurring 感动 is this - God is a God of Excellence..and I wanna be excellent. Not by strife. Even in NUS days:)
and excellence in upkeeping my room
excellence in time management, financial management, tuition-ing kids even. all that i do. :)
something new i caught: Excellence in attire.. even to Service. If only I had the time to go shopping and wear preeettty preeetty clothes on Sundays :P Change my wardrobe! haha, and I find myself more open to skirts nowadays.. no big deal anymore :) but must be pretty ones though. hah

Daniel is my inspiration :)

Discipleship month's just started. I'm quite happy about it. Though I keep saying I'm in a scary group. LOL.
when you put God in the centre of ur life, the other pieces in ur life gets into all the right places
and I never thought of it like this - that Daddy would just like me to have dreams..and He wouldn't find it unpleasing to Him :)
just like a father will just find it cute that his child would dream to be a policeman, a teacher etc. :)

I thought I should never dream of things God doesn't want me to do. like as if I knew He didn't want me to be a _________. Silly me

HALLELUJAH! ok, so the NUS episode is over. And at least I do have a confirmed place in the University already.
Oh wells, people are still asking me Science can do what.
and my answer is: "if i get first class honours i can wash test tubes, otherwise i can get an office job"
but really, i dont want either.

So my sister suggested that i pester the University for a place in Pharmacy. Which, I am quite keen. Just that I don't know how to go about doing such stuff/ pester people. I just tend to 'orh' whatever they say to me.
Like cannot go medicine, orh.
Cannot go pharmacy, orh.
Not like im very glad but, what to do?
*Shrugs* I hope my sis do make true her words in helping draft a letter to NUS.

All is in Your hands.祢掌管世上万有，也要使我心平安。

Mum's coming back tomorrow night, pity i have tuition if not i'd very much like to go pick her and give her a MONSTROUS hug!! haha, and squeeze all the air out of her. :p
I told her I'd finish all the work I have on hand and have nothing to do before she comes back. But, i'm still like far behind -.- :(
惭愧惭愧

School's really starting and shit is coming. Hmm i'd have to remove all my negativity about things.
It's really gonna be a difficult thing to balance, but I'm glad shimu & pastor has been innoculating me with neccesary vaccines and antibiotics for University life.

Darling Shixuan just sms-ed me lately, to ask if i would like to join some air weapons club in NUS. and Jonana dear is staying in hostel alone. Guess I could pop by/ deposit my things in her room :) Nice friends, RVians! hahah..its this group of friends that are always so close to heart though we do not keep in touch regularly. And i miss RV days so so so much!有立化的人就有立化的温情。人的亲切与真实，恐怕这社会上其他地方也找不着了。

如此多的选择，花花绿绿的生活方式。我心里要选择...那讨神喜悦的道路。
I hope I don't get sucked away by those CCA things and all..Neglecting studies (which i dont think is much of a worry for myself) or neglecting my ministry. It's just so easy, to submerge into the pseduo happening University life of clubbing and chatting and CCAs and what not, but miss the whole point of living - purpose. And even self, is an aimless pursuit.

I'm reading this really inspiring book now..[ Rees Howells, Intercessor ]
no doubt its much easier to read than Pastor Bailey's books..haha, but something really caught me today as i read it on the way to work: the Holy Ghost spoke to Rees "to be willing to be made willing, is the same as being willing" as Rees struggled to give his life and his will to the Holy Ghost.
as the Lord loves, He chastises. The difficult road and the narrow way. This will never be easy, nobody said it would be. and I still want to be on this road.

I haven't been living out the Word..I just do what I like, say what I say.. and do some things I know I shouldn't be doing. Forgiveness is a challenge.. and I someone said this lately to me..forgot through sermons or what.. but the person was talking with regards to another matter and he/she said this sentence, which was only what i remember "even a little bit of unforgiveness forbids our entrance into the Kingdom of God" and when I could have been nice last night, I just chose to be nasty. I had all the right to be, and I did. So what if u have the right to do something, could you have the strength NOT to? Haish. I would have shook my head at myself a million times if i was looking at what I was doing.

愿那赐力量的灵，平安喜乐 的灵 与我同在。