wee~ i decided to play a bit of HTML after a zillion years of not touching the template tab in blogger.
okay. quoting yining - its really fun and time consuming
today has been rather unproductive as i read through only two chapters of my textbook FOR THE WHOLE DAY.

adinandra belukar grows in acidic nutrient deficient soil which has low total N
and P content. that's also why decomposition is slow, as bacteria requires N to
breakdown plant material.. trema beluka thrives in undisturbed clearings and are
rare in singapore. they are found in areas where forests canopy is broken due to
an old tree dying.. YADA YADA.

the lesser dog-faced bat, the long tailed macaque, the slender squirrel, the rafflesia pitcher plant, the yellow bulbul, the carpenter bee, the malayan anteater, the slender pitcher plant, the lalang grass, hydrilla, fire-breaking trees and a tons of scientific names have been my companion so far for today. and that's how far they will go.

i can't believe i am playing the Windows XP 3D Pinball Space Cadet thing for half of the time.
its not even fun. but it takes my mind off some things i refuse to handle.

maybe im better. maybe im just numb.

well.. i still havent done the million and one things i blogged about in the past week.

and i am supposed to be at yings house NOW to watch movie marathon plus pot luck!
and before that, was intending for a mahjong session with my old mahjong kahkee.
this CNY did not have much mahjong. oh wells.
cos spent time to do something which my family should have done for many years.
and cousins weren't too enthusiastic about it either.

angbao harvest was good.
but i realised the accumulated debt kindda cancels it out.
debtless is good, anw..

i wish i had somebody i could really talk to.
but i don't.
there's tons who would care.
but few or None that can understand or give practical advice.
how?

actually i already know the answer.
i just don't like it.