i have 42 more days to the start of final exams.
and short term assignments: Practical Test Tmr, Natural Heritage Essay Test next week, Freshmen Seminar 10-page report & presentation following week.
mug-mode initiation complex activated. adrenaline secretion heightened, fight or flight response rising.
i dont know why the Life Sciences lecturer extends 2 lectures beyond what he is supposed to teach. so tiring to come and listent to methionine, transcription factors, mutation and 3' 5' exonuclease activity everytime.
attending his lectures just make me know that Colour-Along-With-Miss-Ong in HC Biology Lectures last time was probably a Life Science level 2000 module if taught at NUS.
i memorised every step of every process in the Central Dogma of Molecular Biology.
helicase, making transient break in the TATA Pribnow Box, Single-strand Binding proteins to preserve integrity of DNA molecule, RNA Primase to add RNA Primer because DNA Polymerase is unable to start replication, DNA Polymerase reading template strand from 3' to 5', synthesising new DNA from 5' to 3'.
I rmb asking Ms Keung why the silly cell dont want to open up and then replicate the non-leading strand/ lagging strand. and she said that was a stupid question, and already told us not to ask such questions. and i was thinking, this is the first bio tutorial i am at, and the first question i ask, which i seriously wanted to know. what an unfair remark. and Okazaki fragments are so ma fan.
i never really asked her questions after that. so demoralising!
very stupid meh. can't you just say that like that can preserve DNA integrity more.
im glad i found out my own answer.
even though much later when i have settled down in HC.
HC Bio really rocks, i made the right choice to switch sch, regarding this matter.
im starting up my engines, and gearing up for exams.
i failed the last semester,
and i could probably blame it on being unable to adjust to the new environment.
but no.
this semester, no way.. i know my problem, i keep thinking i learn before then heck.
im going to eat sleep drink my darling HC notes. and disturb them in thier graves.
i hope i can pull my CAP back to a normal acceptable level by my standards.
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oh! btw.. yesterday morning my alarm clock rang and i heard it in my dreams.
in that dream i was talking to this person, who i forgot who he was, then the alarm was really noisy. he kept trying to tell me something, which i couldn't hear.
and the person said ' very noisy leh'. then i said 'yah lor, you wait ah'
and i actually woke up from my sleep to off the alarm, so that i could go back to my dream to hear what that guy had to say.
a while after that my mother woke me up.
LOL! i can't believe i did that. and didn't wake up!
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