yesterday as i was typing down my many thank yous,
he was already dead

yesterday was a celebration of life, and tonight a recollection of the dead

where would he go, i pondered..as well as the common friend we had
we all know

this is my first funeral of someone i knew personally.
and only my second funeral of my life.

i still don't know what to say to the family..
我想这世界上没有比失去孩子更痛心的事。

我坚持不要看尸体。
不是害怕死人，是害怕情绪波动
现在回想起来...Anatomy Lab的尸体，每一个都是个父亲、朋友、兄弟 (刚好都是男的）
其实对待他门（不是它们）因该多些尊重。

我不看认识的人的尸体
会开刀的医生不一定在他最亲的人身上能动手术，是吗？

死亡是必经之路。 地狱绝对不是。
你知道你往哪儿去吗？

思想这些太抽象了吗？太早了吗？太迷信了吗？
人死后，就ashes to ashes dust to dust, all the nutrients just degrade back to the soil 而已吗？
你....确定吗？

why is it that our advanced medical science still cannot produce but only can replicate life (in imperfect ways).
Life, is more than just enzymatic reactions more than just sustained by molecules placed in the right places.

花一些时间认真，诚实的对待...
想一想

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