i will train hard
i will work hard
i will study hard
and i will Honour God.

Although now homework is piling that i sleep at 4.30am.
Although I can't finish assignments although i mug from 9am to 11pm.

Although I know I will have competitions on Sundays during service times.
Although I cannot say for sure I will not get competition slots from 10.30am to 12.30pm.
Although I need to slog for tuitions to get the money for the cab fares I need to finance my seemingly unneccessary exuberant lifestyle of cabbing to and fro ECP and Kent Ridge.

I will not leave my team mates to die.
I want to play, no less than anyone else.

I can't roll I can't paddle fast.
I will train in my own time.
I will mug my head off.

I won't quit.
Neither do I serve my God only when it is convenient to do so.
I know my God understands. He knows it all, He made me love water, sun, sea.
for a reason.

Thinking out loud, I think I can make adjustments, but not compromise.
Same thing I will say: service, every week..when ever it may be.
maybe not the Sunday morning one? or is this already a compromise?

it is not a confrontation of men with me.
its a confrontation of my issues with me.

canoe polo, is not a recreation either.

praying hard. pressing on. striving only for the best.

he who overcomes, I will make him a pillar in the temple of My God, and he shall go out no more. I will write on him the name of My God and the name of the city of My God, the New Jerusalem, which comes down out of heaven from My God, And I will write on him My new name. Rev 3:12

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