ugh friday is my hated DFD Paper = no thursday training this week

im a more confident paddle popper, half a hancock
since i can only come up half way
i wil practice rolling until my muscles cannot forget how to roll

by next semester, i can roll while memorising my Pharmacy Law notes upside down in the pool. HAH.

one down four to go

Labels: examinations

I HATE EXAMS WHY IS THERE EXAMS
i can't finish studying
and i hate exams on saturdays!!!



how how i havent study IR at all
i am only at memorising that benzene chormophore has an absorbance at wavelengths 184, 204 nd 256nm.
and that i am not an auxochrome i am a chromophore.

i dont like this i dont like exam
i dont want to get B again.
i want to get A.
boo boo B go away.

the last time i got A is like Math Block test 2 in HWACHONG
that's like freaking 2 years ago cannnn.
(lab reports don't count)

and i have shitty grades for my SP1203
I will only hate the module if it pulls down my cap any more further.
i have like straight 60++ for my fact sheet and essay and poster and everything.

the only ONE AND ONLY good thing was my presentation marks.
like as if it has a high percentage enough to counter the rest.
UGH
MODERATION!

Labels: mugging ramblings, S.T.R.E.S.S.

"don't be an idiot, grace" some one said...

it's decisions you make when opportunities come your way,
not the opportunities that should determine the course of your life.
nor sway you around.

I'm sure I could make it to competitions even in JC, if I trained hard.
Sure I regretted it because I made decisions based on others said.
Have I given up all on competitive sports?
NOPE.
Do I enjoy just being a substitute? NOPE.

nobody said competing ain't good, fun, exciting, or even glamourous when you win
but it's not gonna be worth it to compromise the eternal for the temporal.
I'm playing, but He's still first.

Labels: canoe polo

sometimes i think i can change my name to "sore thumb"

i think im one in the team,
im sometimes the odd one out even in where i should be at home at.

hmmm...
i am not different
this is what i am supposed to be

you guys are the ones that are different. LALALALALA~

Labels: canoe polo, 我的良人, 承诺

i just received a thank you message from my student.

i only taught him for 5 lessons?
I won't think I helped him much.. did what I could..
He still got around the same as he used to get.

from borderline 50 to 59.
How much worth is that?

I could say, I didn't help him
but he thanked me.

well, i now understand why my teachers used to tell us that they appreciate our thanks.
appreciate that few students actually do return back to thank their teachers.

honestly, i still am quite sad that I flopped my other tuition assignment.
I was sick, not felling well and doing my best.
I felt injustice in me well up
I could have gotten that assignment. that's just walking distance from school.

so what?
she's like some smart kid in her sch, in a special class..
so her other tutor is a Medicine student.
so I'm not as good enough so I'm kicked out.

I know I've been slacking my way for some of my students as I got busier.
But I've waken up.
wake up my idea..
I'm set targets for them cos I see their grades sliding.
some already finished exams

some did better but didn't get back to tell me their grades at all..
no thank you or whatsoever.
some did no better but got back to tell me their grades

I am left with one tuition student.
I'm gonna do my best for her.

one day, maybe..
there'll be a heart felt thank you.


I remember Mrs Ang said something along the lines of.
teaching being a silly illogical occupation.
where you exchange life's exciting opportunities and better salaries, higher grounds.. for the intangible thank you from your students.. 10, 20 years down the road.

Labels: tuition

thank you my cyber stalker boyfriend for the postcard :)


and green pixie for hurrying up around

Labels: mugging ramblings