I have taken this monday as a day to clear up pack up and be in tune.
I guess for the past half of the semester I have been so down and disorientated.
and my room usually reflects it very obviously.
I slept 5pm yesterday to 10am this morning.
waking up briefly at 12 midnight to eat my subway dinner :D
talk about slacking!
I will have to wash my clothes and hang them, fold them, iron them today
and to pack up my room, clean up the dirt
and re-organise my finances.
THANK GOD FOR GST OFFSET PACKAGE!
It's time to set things in order and maybe start planning on the rest of my recess week
things to do include the 1000001 projects and reports. deadlines will pour in at an exponential rate after this week and I will be drowned..
not to mention SRRR coming up and all that...
i have been neglecting/ wanting to neglect
something that has been part of my life since 2006. simply because there's an apathy virus going around that puts me off. really really puts me off. but new comers have been really encouraging and stretching me just as I try to pull away from this entire cold blooded gang of people (okay, not all.. but that's quite generally the mood), there comes these people who really need attention. and i really need passion renewed.
I don't agree with our leader that it's a growing up process. seriously.
sometimes i think she's just being nice.
i really wonder why do people complain about being ROSTERed to do things without being ASKED. tsk. who's the king?
sometimes I question the purpose and meaning of all this gathering to act cool together.
but sometimes I push myself for the sake of those who really need it.
and the effort is damped and less effective with the "I am so cool" gang
you know.."Let's just do it" and "together" is more cool. really.
I'm sure there is some of us that don't want this apathy going on forever.
but it is also getting to us. me included.
I hope something changes for good.
I hope we all try together, as we are supposed to..
because one man's strength is hardly enough.
because we all do need each other
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