sometimes you have a burning request but you know you can never get it
then you ponder if you should just continue like this or should you just express your concern even though you know most probably you won't get it
and then because of this useless request, you are going to look like you have some problem to everybody with everybody

but sometimes,
it just make sense to you
but not to others

I'll see how the next few weeks go
if it really is what suits me, I'd probably just make the request anyway.

hear hear, suits me is such a selfish term anyway.
conscience VS self-benefiting spirit always struggles

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