Today is a special day. adventurous day.
Happy Birthday to the one of the most important person in my life.
and 2 other classmates.

Anyway, I am so glad I got things off my chest.
I told my ridiculous request(which i talked about previously) to M and M, both.
And I sort of got a short time with P & A.R. to say about all that has been on my mind.

Boy, am I glad that today I was not just dismissed as grumbling, ramblings.
I recall saying the same sentence ever since I could remember, in JC.
but now, maybe because SOMEBODY else did make a similar request, mine stands.
I am no longer laughed at just because of my younger age, and me being more youth than them.

I guess they don't understand what is JC-secondary school difference in their realm.
Neither do they understand the fact that well-looked-after, church-grown pampered kids and heartlanders who have no restriction and rough-it-out on their own have a greater gap of maturity.

it is an issue. that my cries are never taken seriously.
but heck, at least my petition is through, pending and in consideration.
it's long been a bugging nagging thing, of being amongst immature pseudo-young adults of impeded academic abilities and stuck-up personalities.If your english is bad, no need to pretend its good.

think about it. they're how far away from their secondary school only and they have people in their age group. yet they're proclaimed "cannot fit in" is accepted.
when I have been how many years away from my secondary school liao.

whatever
i gladly can say, I'M ON MY WAY OUT OF HERE.