Before i knew it my attachment is already ending.
I think I learnt so much more in this attachment than all my modules added up together.
Although I learnt that I really am a learn-on-the-job kindda person, I also learnt my job next time is really one that I cannot make such mistakes.

I might be already 22, but self-discovery is still important for me to know how to navigate in this urban society. Perhaps it is like some says, self-discovery is a life-long process.
Perhaps, my efforts and hardwork in the past, is just like how I do my assignments... unguided, unplanned and therefore futile.

I'm giving the church meetings a miss this week, although it has been on since wed, thur, fri and sat... I only went for the thur one. But I think it is important to sit back and think carefully and re-evaluate my situation in the many aspects of my life.
I wish I had a mentor in my life... not just in work.
I used to have one, but it's been so long I guess I am on my own now.

I'm pretty glad I gotta come to SGH instead of NCC actually. Because indeed I can try out the life, and anticipate my ability to commit to other things during my pre-reg.
I never knew pre-reg-ers really just do what Pharmacists do on a daily basis... and it's kindda scary to think that in one year I'd have to be able to do all that calmly, confidently and accurately.

I'm inspired by the Pharmaciststs & their dedication to their work. but boggled by the opinions of many with regards to our 6 week stint.
Maybe I should really do without my inferiority complex of always thinking that others are better than me...but thinking that I am better than others is a pitfall I want to avoid.

I would have expected some classmates who are more excellent than me to have carried themselves in a better manner than I have seen (or mistakenly seen)... or maybe stress and difficulty really brings out the worst in Man. Or maybe it's only in such situations we see who people really are. This is just one whole saddening mess...

Despite everybody's complaints of the workload... including me. I think everybody complains out of a different attitude... and listening further does separate the good and not so good motives.
I'm glad I'm enjoying it and almost sure to join this workplace in about a year.

It's just depressing to see that people who are trying to help us are facing so much unwarranted hostility from us.

Labels: on being a pharmacist