just ended runhua & meisi's wedding on 24th Nov.
and yes, like Mummyee said - very stressful dinner, and thinking that, I'd rather prepare for anat all over again and go for exams! :(
for those who knew what happened - THERE WILL BE NO PHOTOS HERE!
as i strive to erase all memories of it here save for the one i took with the bride. Dont't know what she will do with it, maybe it'll get lost in the multitude of other pictures she took that day
spent a great deal this month I couldn't save up much. AHH. there goes my monthly savings - but it's still manageable. What's the point of storing so much riches on this world anw. My savings are enough for my mission trip already mah. Which is like the reason why I even dicide to start saving towards such a large sum of money in J1.
Thinking now that it is hardly my monthly wage in times ahead. Maybe it aint that much after all. and as usual my mother is very surprised I can go with my own money. She must be thinking i got a hidden gold mine like always -.-
silly people don't understand what is S.A.V.E.

24th November was a horrible day if not for Runhua's wedding.
Because then it would be the H.U.I.W.EN. birthday. GROSS RITE!
aye, my blog must be PG cannot talk about such stuff

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIONDI!:D poor boy to have your annual occassion tainted with such a gloomy backdrop.

ayes. my legs are really suffering for these two days. I can't believe i left home on saturday morning without a proper pair of sneakers or sports sandals! ugh. 真的是受罪！
me lovely leggies, please forgive me!

今天聚会分享非常的贴切。可是聚会后不知为何有个莫名的感伤。甚至很想马上回家。回家的路途也莫名的落泪。今天唱的诗歌也在我刚醒来的脑海中，迷糊的璇传着。

yet my own vineyard I have not kept...

我知道我在你生命中早已没有地位。
我认识的、熟悉的，只是外表的你。
我知道我为什么做了我做的决定。
再有机会，我也会如此。因为神的话语是没有商量的余地的。

我想，更讨神 喜悦的，使你完全从我脑海中退去你过去在我心里的身份。
放下我生命的这一部分。
有时觉得 self-justified, 有时十分的愧疚。觉得，亏欠了你。出口肆无忌惮的我，常常伤害你。那天晚上也是-而且是我对你造成最大的伤害吧。

这一切，90%都是我单方面的。
因为你根本就不想见到我。
可能也希望从未认识过我。

我已经不认识现在的你。
我也该忘了从前的你。

原你幸福。

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