can u believe it?!
recess break is over.
i hardly caught up on much of my academics
but im gladd 2 projects are kicked off in the butt

though i spent 4 X 6man hours this morning doing what could be done in 2 X 4 man hours
or woman hours

see see:
my love valentines!! :D

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I have taken this monday as a day to clear up pack up and be in tune.
I guess for the past half of the semester I have been so down and disorientated.
and my room usually reflects it very obviously.

I slept 5pm yesterday to 10am this morning.
waking up briefly at 12 midnight to eat my subway dinner :D
talk about slacking!

I will have to wash my clothes and hang them, fold them, iron them today
and to pack up my room, clean up the dirt
and re-organise my finances.
THANK GOD FOR GST OFFSET PACKAGE!

It's time to set things in order and maybe start planning on the rest of my recess week
things to do include the 1000001 projects and reports. deadlines will pour in at an exponential rate after this week and I will be drowned..
not to mention SRRR coming up and all that...

i have been neglecting/ wanting to neglect something that has been part of my life since 2006. simply because there's an apathy virus going around that puts me off. really really puts me off. but new comers have been really encouraging and stretching me just as I try to pull away from this entire cold blooded gang of people (okay, not all.. but that's quite generally the mood), there comes these people who really need attention. and i really need passion renewed.

I don't agree with our leader that it's a growing up process. seriously.
sometimes i think she's just being nice.

i really wonder why do people complain about being ROSTERed to do things without being ASKED. tsk. who's the king?

sometimes I question the purpose and meaning of all this gathering to act cool together.
but sometimes I push myself for the sake of those who really need it.
and the effort is damped and less effective with the "I am so cool" gang

you know.."Let's just do it" and "together" is more cool. really.
I'm sure there is some of us that don't want this apathy going on forever.
but it is also getting to us. me included.

I hope something changes for good.
I hope we all try together, as we are supposed to..
because one man's strength is hardly enough.
because we all do need each other

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bromhexine vasican, duro-tuss,
chlorpheniramine, piriton
dexchlorhpheniramine, polaramine

memorise like crazy these two days.
quite sian and looking forward to something different.
was looking forward to trg tonight.

but the emails was totally...
it's not like i purposely pon trainings right.
if ppl struggle with things like just waking up in the morning to come training.
i don't see why i can't just get the spray deck or the boat or the whatever thing.

its like totally no equipment lor
cos i never come and sit and stare at them play game for one hour.

great.
with all that drugs boggling me i have to go and PR for boats.

water trianing attendance is not everything.
see who turns up for runs...

i'm not putting anyone down but i'm just reiterating that i'm not a slacker don't penalise me for my attendance can not...

I dated my boyfriend! and I finally got to see him(her)!!
I'm so happy thanks to match maker kimberle we managed to contact each other half way round the globe

My lovely cyber stalker boyfriend, one day we will work hand in hand to eradicate all viruses and stop their life cycles. Let's memorise our parts together for our tests.
Oh this sounds so geeky but I guess that's what most Hwachongians are.

Although kimberle seems to think of me and contact me more than my boyfriend does. I think it's cos my beloved is so much engrossed in studying his(her) work than lazy kimbo.

Recently I have been doing micro biology work and counting cells (learning the theory) going to do the actual practical. And immediately I thought of you boyfriend. because the first semester in Cambridge I remember you counted the bacteria colonies on the square grid thing till sun set or something like that. I hope I need not go through that. I will dilute my culture appropriately and back calculate. :) I wonder why you didn't do that last time!

It's been a while since I blogged eh? I haven't progressed much academically, spiritually, emotionally. Problems are the same and I seem to be stuck in a round about of my own feelings.
My life don't seem like a sine curve anymore. Neither does it look linear or anything. in fact it looks like a x2 + y2 = r2 graph.

KIMBERLE WOKE ME UP AT 5.19AM THIS MORNING.
and said I was late. when she dated me at 6am!!!
And all she wanted to do was say "hi, happy valentines day, i'm going to catch a movie"
luckily my boyfriend pei me after that. but it was a different morning, and a good one.
Thanks Kim, but don't do such things again okay.

I hope my other fellow RVian enjoyed herself too. that green evil pixie. yingying is no need to say one...busy until don't pick kimmie's call. haha.
I love RVians and the honorary ones (chieh and kim)

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