in the middle of the night. still having only gone through half of the pathology test topics that is tested tomorrow.
i still haven't done my term essay due tomorrow.
haven't done my bibliography.
haven't done loads of stuff.

but oh well. here's the time to blog.
about things unrelated to those above. haha.

i don't know why but lately I have been once again confused about my previous stance on this never-ending issue. for the past weeks i have softened my stance, and yet i have managed to question myself today again.... why did i change my opinion.
i guess sometimes the peace of God just brings you step by step and you follow through it slowly. gingerly. terrified and excited, butterflies in your stomach all at the same time.
then i ask myself. if it doesn't lead to the end that is to be, then why start in the first place.

anyways, probably. it's not so impossible between us after all.
anyways, probably. i'd ditch this idea in due time.

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