oh well, another lazy day.
a totally lazy weekend with the cold temperatures and faulty street lamps.
i just went out to get my grumbling stomach some hot soup in this cold weather, and it felt like i was in China somehow, with the sounds of cars zooming past in the dark winding street, the lamps were out.
i returned home, all alone, watching UP on my mac.
i imagined, if there would be someone with me through this all... walking down the empty streets in the tranquility and watching an animation on adventure, against a background of death and aging.
i wish, then, that we would die together. and save each other any sorrow of solitude.
packing my room again tomorrow. i wonder why i never could finish. probably because i never could bear to throw some thing away.
and probably because of the same reason, i'd never be able to straighten out all the thoughts that has been going on in me these past two years of ^&$#^%#@*-ness.
i hope i'd get to know if it is you soon.
Labels: filMatters, sillythings, simple happyness