I am now packing my room and scheduling all the things I need to do until exams.
Which then leaves me 20 days to prepare for my trip. And that's perhaps the whole of my year.
I'd be back in January. :)

I found this old notepad that my Dad found in his car sometime ago.
This was the notepad I doodled on when I was 6 - 8 years old on my father's lorry.
When I followed him as he sent my mother to work, brought me to his factory, my grand parent's place....
and I wrote:

Good People and Bad People
Good people are harmless, but bad people are harmful. So we must be very careful when the bad people are out at work.

My handwriting was so big and nice that the above sentence took up one whole page.
I remembered it was meant to be an ESSAY. And I think it's still very insightful for a 7 year old to have written that. :)

And I wrote: "I want a Sticker Factory"
you know, last time it was cool to collect stickers
and there was this toy that made stickers out of any paper you roll into the machine.
COOL RIGHT. i never got it.

Check this one out:

What are Traffic Lights for and atactauly what are they?
Traffic lights are atcally like traffic policemen. They controls the traffic. They are to tell us when tot go and when to stop the car. THey are very improtant to us.

The spelling errors explains my poor english grades last time.

Labels: nostalgia

in the middle of the night. still having only gone through half of the pathology test topics that is tested tomorrow.
i still haven't done my term essay due tomorrow.
haven't done my bibliography.
haven't done loads of stuff.

but oh well. here's the time to blog.
about things unrelated to those above. haha.

i don't know why but lately I have been once again confused about my previous stance on this never-ending issue. for the past weeks i have softened my stance, and yet i have managed to question myself today again.... why did i change my opinion.
i guess sometimes the peace of God just brings you step by step and you follow through it slowly. gingerly. terrified and excited, butterflies in your stomach all at the same time.
then i ask myself. if it doesn't lead to the end that is to be, then why start in the first place.

anyways, probably. it's not so impossible between us after all.
anyways, probably. i'd ditch this idea in due time.

Labels: sillythings

yeah, thank GOD for it all.. up to this day.

Well, loads have happened since my last update.. and today I have a little bit of time on my hand so I could update my blog :)


my simple happyness

Well,as Clara Fu had said while I was constipated paddling in the sea... My 21st celebration is self-torture. Friday cell group had a humongous Bakerzin Cake for me, truly the largest I had in yearrrs. it was good although I brought half the cake home.
Then Monday I went cycling from ECP to Bedok Reservoir to climb trees. and my birthday cake got thrased by the sudden downpour. So I didn't have to eat cake again. but we stuck a candle and sang the song anyway. :)
Tuesday went canoeing with Joycelyn and Clara. so wonderful. although I screwed up by forgetting my 2 star cert and the super heavy rain. wanted to go round ubin kayak but only got to paddle from changi to pasir ris beach (read: HIGH MICROBIAL LEVELS FROM LEAKING SEWAGE PIPES)

MAF2009!
super screwed! the light ups that is! but we had fun dancing wild wild west and set on you (:
Bernardos I miss you! :) I can't get over the fact that I missed dancing set on you with him last year, just to see a not nice eye candy of GREEN EVIL PIXIE!:(
anyway, this year I think they secretly want to poison us with CO gas.
It was great having my birthday cake and singing the song at the 78 class bench, going to the READING ROOM to see the vandal we did in 23.11.2006 still there..and talking to Mrs Cheng and playing with Samuel - Mrs Koh's new son. okay not so new - like 1.5 years old.


and we went to Ying's house to eat a lot of nice food and do what 78ers are good at doing! MUGGG together. BOOMz Ris Low is entertainingly STUPID.


ACADEMIA
Everything is so tiring with school. with tests.
and always trying so hard and falling short so much.
thank God anyway for great E learning week where I shall be deep in my books and hibernate in them. I will work hard and one day I will 出人头地! just like the times I mug my ass off in HC and suddenly got my name in the top 30s for bio! :)

Thank God even for the Provider He has always been.
my Bank Account has been dwindling at an exponential rate as I signed up for an OCIP
and a Photography class.
and my tuition kid MIA. so I practically have expenses > income for quite some time now.
but lately he gave me a 2 week assignment with relatively good pay, one bus stop away from NUS and pays almost the amount I need to pay for my OCIP.

and my pierced ears refused to heal.
it closes up like super fast.
yesterday as I woke up in th emonring, my earrings fell off (the one that 78 bought for me, I had put them on the previous night) and I went for lecture, in a hurry without earrings. 2.5h after that, I returned home and my ear holes were closed totally. wa lao. i poke like 1.5h with painful endurance and finally got them back in :(
I think they are gonna stay for the next month again.

I'm now lazing in my couch watching the Perfect Storm. :)
thank God for E learning week. I need to work on my discipline! :)
LOYAL ENDURANCE

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