i am no superwoman

UHWC is really cheap! :)
but I think I'd be able to prescribe my own medication from now on.
I can be my own experiment :p

I screwed up my tuition cos of my flu and cough and mental block.
Oh wells, I am no superwoman.
Just pray that I get my income running, sustaining my need for frequent cabbing around places?

Exams are coming, lectures are ending.
Test today I tink I flunked :(

yucks.

i have been sleeping from 4pm to night time for the past few days.
I live in a pig sty I call my room.

This is the time I wish there was someone nice taking care of me.
to cook my meals for me, remind me of my medication, force me to drink water and wipe away my cold sweat.

but all other times I prefer to be alone :)

Labels: :(, mugging ramblings

无比的开心。
可以去祷告会了！

无比的开心。
神是顾念我的神。
他把我心里所求的赐给了我。:)

My short term tuition assignment ended on Monday
And I received another immediately when I got home from that last tuition session.
It's a tuition just beside NUS. LIKE CAN WALK THERE THAT KIND.
means I can go between lessons.
or before trainings.
earn money without extra time spent!

not that the little slot i have in between trainings and lesson could help me catch up on much work anw.

SP1203 Presentation soon.
I'm so gonna get this module out of the way.
PR2104 Lectures have officially ended.
Hello exams, I'm gonna conquer you:)
I'm not afraid. I'm in expectation of what God is going to do.

and i just realised that i won't have lectures for PR2104 on Friday.
Means that its a waste of time for me to have my 5pm tuition. since i need to stay in sch although i have no lecture.
Seriously, I dont study that well in sch.
not for this semester.

after training, i've got one sms.
my tuitee requested for tuition to be earlier this week.
and to be exactly the time that i end my previous lesson and can reach there! wow.

Labels: love:), updates, yay, 我的良人

我以为我一直以来都没有妥协过
这一天下来，发现我错过了永恒的宝贝，
发现我辜负了被托付的，
发现我的追求不再是focussed 的。

发现，快乐当中，也失去了。
失去了从前有时间浸泡在他的同在中。
失去了我祷告、交拖、享受的时间。

可能除了 “魔鬼” 这两个字，我最讨厌的是 “Opportunity Cost”
为什么人要睡觉。
为什么我一天只有24各小时。

Labels: canoe polo, mugging ramblings, 我的良人

雷电交加的夜空使人惊恐，
但也暴露黑暗中隐藏的震撼。

人生中是否每一件事都会有缺陷？
是否一切的不完美才能使人欣赏事物中的美丽。

为何。
为何我需要选择如何取舍。
我生命中，最能使我热血沸腾的2件事，
就是要有如此真面的冲突。

不要爱世界，和世界上的事。人若爱世界，爱父的心就不在他里面了。
约翰一书 2：15

一定要我舍的话，结果是理所当然的。
但是...我的生命所需的那一个环节，
是我还没有经历到他能满足的一个环节。
是一个我自从信主，受了伤，没有被满足的一个环节。

有时候，我会冷嘲热讽地讥笑那花时间与无益处之事的同学。
虽然不是不合理，但也包含着我的羡慕。

你是要我永远的放弃生命中，参加体育活动的权利？
还是正在熬练我？
我作的决定，我现处于的状况，在你的计划当中麽？合乎你心意麽？

我的心，
爱世界麽？

打球虽然愉快，但暴露了我内心一直埋藏的矛盾。

我能无愧的说：“天父，你是我唯一的满足”麽？
或许，我需要更大的经历你吧。

我不怕辛苦，我只怕走错脚步。
只怕正在作的决定，是一步一步地远离你 － 我生命的氧气。

我不需要回到世界中，偏体临伤地再回到你的身旁。
我不需要再回到以前的我。
不需要成为可憎的陈佩珊。

如果现在有TYS 答案就好了

Labels: canoe polo

Happy has tree friends.
Grace has three friends - Zambak, Rubon and 跌打壮骨水

RANDOM

the key on the calculator that says random really gives us ANY Random Number!

RANDOM

my lips are super swollen from trying to roll and hitting on my friend's kayak stern.
How come zambak is not edible! I have orh cheh in my mouth lor.
Disfigured.

RANDOM

I Want to do ball roll soon.

RANDOM

I have to hand up two practical reports for DFD on Monday
I have stats test on Monday
I have to hand up PAI practical report on Friday
I have to send my junior tautomerism notes, which i have to dig from don't know where.
I have DFD CA coming up too.
I should stop flunking my Thai tests which comes in tsunami forms.

RANDOM

I'd see if I can make it for Sunday training again.
Last Sunday was like cmi.

RANDOM

I'm going ECP to cycle later. and my day would be gone GONE.

RANDOM

I have to burn mp3 for discipleship
I have to do office work
I have to update my library records

RANDOM

I finally got to sleep ytd!
I wanted to go for Feng Sheng but figured out that I'd better get my long awaited nap.
Slept from 4.30pm to 7.30pm and then 1am to 7am!
SHUANG MAN
that's like 3h of sleep followed by 6h, 9HOURS!

and i thought the next time i would get to sleep was Deepavali.

RANDOM

I vaguely remember yao messaging me to do games later.
but i haven't thought of it
and im not sure if it's part of my imagination, hallucination, or is it reality.

Labels: mugging ramblings

i will train hard
i will work hard
i will study hard
and i will Honour God.

Although now homework is piling that i sleep at 4.30am.
Although I can't finish assignments although i mug from 9am to 11pm.

Although I know I will have competitions on Sundays during service times.
Although I cannot say for sure I will not get competition slots from 10.30am to 12.30pm.
Although I need to slog for tuitions to get the money for the cab fares I need to finance my seemingly unneccessary exuberant lifestyle of cabbing to and fro ECP and Kent Ridge.

I will not leave my team mates to die.
I want to play, no less than anyone else.

I can't roll I can't paddle fast.
I will train in my own time.
I will mug my head off.

I won't quit.
Neither do I serve my God only when it is convenient to do so.
I know my God understands. He knows it all, He made me love water, sun, sea.
for a reason.

Thinking out loud, I think I can make adjustments, but not compromise.
Same thing I will say: service, every week..when ever it may be.
maybe not the Sunday morning one? or is this already a compromise?

it is not a confrontation of men with me.
its a confrontation of my issues with me.

canoe polo, is not a recreation either.

praying hard. pressing on. striving only for the best.

he who overcomes, I will make him a pillar in the temple of My God, and he shall go out no more. I will write on him the name of My God and the name of the city of My God, the New Jerusalem, which comes down out of heaven from My God, And I will write on him My new name. Rev 3:12

Labels: canoe polo, 我的良人, 承诺

几百年没有跑，一跑就 hair hair kio (hokkien)
little wonder why I can't last a few laps paddling around a swimming pool

i have a mountain to climb, other than Zion.
the homework mountain.
unlike other mountains, the only scenery is white.
not white snow like the Everest, but white paper like dead trees..
they smell of death and reek of sleepless nights spent toiling amongst them
I will conquer I will prevail. I will climb to the peak and probably blaze it all to the ground?

my afternoon naps are taking a toll on my time table.
my subcutaneous adipose tissues are taking a toll on my physique.
I think I need to lose more fat :(
especially those in my curtain of the Greater Myssentry.

I'm quite glad the revision for Youth went out quite well with my busy schedule.
but little john is down with super high fever.
I hope he's still as happy as ever.

oh i can finally roll with holding the shaft of the paddle.
its pretty slow progress but i figured i just need to relax even though im underwater, upside down, void of air and stuck in the cock pit.
i will be a balleywood star soon, and then HANCOCK according to evil green pixie.

greetings to my beloved friends all back to their overseas dorm, boredom and academic pursuits. life is not the same without you guys, and this time we have to wait 2 years before having fun tgt again. guess it'll never be the same anymore... because by the time we'd have graduated and joined the workforce. hope we still keep our 童贞. Except 金宝.. who doesnt have any..she's so filled with paedopillic thoughts. UGH. wash your brain kim!

6+1 = 7
the magic number

random thought: being single is so good :)
I think im turning 自恋 already. I miss being alone without the weary of work.
two more months and hell will be temporarily passed! Christmas is near..

Labels: academia, canoe polo, nostalgia, S.T.R.E.S.S., sillythings, updates

hi, my macbook hard disk has crashed.
so when i am online i have important things to do..


PLEASE HELP ME DO SURVEY!


i need the results by this thursday 9th Oct 08.
i will be eternally grateful :)

and i think you'd have better complexion if you do the survey!

if you are wondering, its just some lame pharmacy module.
i can tell you, if you help me do. MUAHAHAH.

Labels: academia